An unheard message

I have been Internet blog site hopping for awhile now. I used to have a few that I updated on a regular basis. These days are kept sane by talking to myself out loud. However, my out loud is much different than those who are rambling at the grocery store for I actually am talking to someone. If only someone else could verify his presence from time to time, then I would probably feel less insane.

I was sitting on the couch the other morning and he opened the door. Not just a normal thing to have the door fling open when it has been double locked. The first time I thought I was crazy, the second time I figured something was up. Not to mention at least someone was sitting there with me. Perhaps a little disturbed as he walked over to a locked door to close it. The strange part is I knew it was him as I looked up to see that he was there. These angels come into our lives and for what reason? I know he has been trying to tell me something for days I am just not able to figure it out exactly. I guess I am one step ahead of most for I can see that he is standing in front of me, but what the message is may not be so easy. Perhaps because it is harder to handle than I realize.

I hate to be such a negative person, but when you see your boyfriend from the past standing before you when he died in a car accident 5 years ago it makes one become rather cold.