Thursday, May 1, 2008

Intense Human Interaction

I once thought I was addicted to physical response... in other words SEX. If you ask my previous relationship, or best guy friend this would be true. However, in my current relationship you would not even recognize me. My problem, I am still this bottled ball of energy about to explode, I crave intense human interaction on a daily basis unfortunately for some odd reason it is not present in my current relationship. Is that a sign that my relationship is in trouble? I must consider back to the beginning where this relationship was never built on or around intense human interaction so basically that is not the foundation for our relationship, yet sometimes I wish it was. How do I embed it into our existence? I need intense human interaction about as much as I need the AIR I breathe! I have not figured out what is better... or more importantly what I want... A perfect world I would have both the substance and the intense physical interaction, unfortunately I am without words on this one. I just better stay away from those that bring the intense moments from my past into my present if I want this relationship to last.

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