A consume addicition

In this time of foreclosure and high prices I find myself addicted to the modern everyday materials that makes us human. 

I cannot seem to stop spending money on useless items. Items that are not needed are being purchased at an alarming rate. I am unable to control my habit or addiction to accessories to make me more socially accepted. I am craving acceptance. I purchased more make up today. I am annoyed as I plan to save for college, a wedding, a house, and a future., yet I continue to buy stupid items that are wasteful and unnecessary. 

I keep thinking it will go away after this last purchase, but it has yet to stop. First it was the bag, then the clothes, then the makeup, and then electronics. When will it stop?

I am uncomfortable in my own skin. Unable to fit in the clothes that are provided, unable to style my hair, or apply my make up, I fidget until I find more. I am craving change and stability. I want something different or something new, although I have yet to discover what it is exactly I am searching for. In the mean time I continue to buy these items thinking I am helping.