Past Present and Future all in TODAY!

The past, present, and future... I contemplate all of the above perhaps more often than liked. I know that the future does not exist so why would I fuss over something that has not happened yet? I long to know what has not happened. If it has not happened yet, then there should be nothing left to worry about. Yet we as people do such things daily.

The PAST is over. It no longer exists so why do we bother our minds with things we cannot change. In every decision of everyday I make with some reference to the past. In part it is no longer, yet it shaped me into who I have become.

The PRESENT is now, and I am spending my moments worrying about what has happened and what will happen. It is a never ending cycle, as I worry about tomorrow or what I did yesterday I create a pattern that in tomorrow I will then worry about what I did today that created my tomorrow. How does it end?

My present emotions clouded by my past emotions. The past no longer exists yet how do these emotions remain so strong, unresolved issues that are clouding my present linger in unhidden spots as I contemplate tomorrow. I contemplate if my past met my future would it be perfect. I then contemplate if my present meets tomorrow would it be better. IS that all we are doing is continually searching for perfect? Is there ever going to be such a thing as perfect, so in fact we actually searching for nothing?